S08 The Soundtrack Vol.3 Sneak Preview

Cinematographer: Robert Luxemburg

Duration: 00:38:33; Aspect Ratio: 1.778:1; Hue: 16.990; Saturation: 0.107; Lightness: 0.292; Volume: 0.235; Cuts per Minute: 0.233; Words per Minute: 69.702

01 BROTHER BRYAN 03:06
02 HARD DRIVE 05:26
03 RECONSTELLATE 04:59
04 RETAINER 03:08
05 IN UNDERTOW 03:15
06 WHITE DRESS 05:33
07 SANTA STAY HOME 04:00
08 GET LOST 01:58
09 COME UP AND GET ME 04:11
10 JUST LIKE WE NEVER SAID GOODBYE 02:57

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Brother Bryan

I said to you on the night that we met, "I am not well" / Our habits secrete to the sidewalk and street, our civic hell / And we covet the dark, share a cab to the park / And you'll let me speak of bearings undone, silver hair in the sun / We are only 30% dead and our parents go to sleep early / We destroy all of our esteem and the sunlight starts to shine through the trees

And the noise on this block keeps my mind interlocked and unfastened / And the struggle sheds skin, heavy breath is a deadly assassin / My sister's eyes flood like rivers of wine in your absence / So we echo each song to which you'd sing along / A circuit hymn and we'll sing it again / And we'll smoke til our pockets are empty / A person cannot live without sleep / And you can't hold up a story so heavy / We tell it so rarely

And in this place I think about you / The spirits and veins that you run through / And in this place I think about you

Hard Drive

So these are real things that happened / Where you can apply these, these, um, important concepts / And understand that / When we lose our connection to nature / We lose our spirit, our humanity, our sense of self

A security guard / Stopped me to offer an overview on phenomenal nature / She said, "Sculpture is not just formed from penetration / You see, men have lost touch with the feminine" / And with her pink lipstick / And her Queens accent / She went on for a while about our president / [Verse 2] / I asked the bookkeeper / At the Inn of the Seventh Ray / To tell me what he knew about Saint Germain / And he told me about chakras and karma and the purple flame / The birth of the cosmos / The ascended masters and the astral plane

He said, "You know the mind / The mind is just a hard drive / In this life / The mind is just a hard drive"

Darryl's been teaching me how to drive / I finally got my license when I was 35 / Speeding up the west side / Changing lanes / He reminds me to leave room for grace / He said, "Have you been seeing your therapist? / You seem a little on edge / Are you always this nervous?"

I said, "Yeah, and this is a hard drive / Yeah, this is just a hard drive / Yeah, a hard drive, mmhmm"

Reconstellated

Sonoran sky plays a movie / Draw a line to the stars inside of me / Write it down, tell your friends / I know where I am but I can’t tell where I started

When everyday begins with endings / Thinking things I can’t erase / Can’t be mended, can’t be painted / Trapped inside a framed landscape / I’m so careful, what I let in, what I do to feel nothin / Don’t we move like water too? / Don’t we pick up in the night? / What does the mountain think of you? / Write it down, tell your friends / I know where I am, but I can’t tell if I’m a part of it

Everyday is filled with endings / Thinking things I can’t erase / Can't be mended, can’t be painted / Trapped inside a framed landscape / What I’d do to feel nothin

Venus crowned this valley / Ringed with broken teeth / Cactus blooms dry out to decorate her wreath / And we all do too in the month of June’s heat

Reconstellating the ground beneath our feet / Reconstellate the stars inside of me

Retainer

More words I can't get out / I thought I had it figured out / A way to live just for myself / Convinced that I was doing well

More lies I couldn't see / My own advice, I couldn't keep / I let you in so easily / "Detach, detach", no I don't need

But my stomach hurts, I can't fall asleep / Even when you're lying next to me / A caving in my chest so deep / I feel my heart beneath my feet

I can't stand to hear your apologies / Or your face twisted in sympathy / Your hold so tight and comforting / But I just can't stop overthinking

I'm losing you, I can't fall asleep / Even when you're lying next to me / Your hold so tight and comforting / But I feel so cold I'm shivering

And my stomach hurts, but I can't eat / And I feel my body growing weak / I don't deserve your empathy / I can't stand it when you look at me

I am losing you, and you fall asleep / Your self restraint is killing me / You hold me tight but I can't sleep / You're warm and I am shivering

I don't understand how it got this way / I was looking forward to today / And now living feels like a chore / I don't want to be here anymore

In Undertow

You find a wave and try to hold on for as long as you can / You made a mistake you'd like to erase and I understand / "What's left for you and me?" I ask that question rhetorically / Can't buy into astrology, and won't rely on the moon for anything

No turning, there's no turning / There's no turning back after what's been said / No turning, there's no turning / There's no turning back

Meditate, play solitaire, take up self defense / When you get old and faded out, will you want your friends? / What's left for you and me? You respond to my question metaphorically / Don't read into psychology and won't rely on your mood for anything

No turning, there's no turning / There's no turning back after what was said / No turning, there's no turning / There's no turning back after what's been said

You find a wave and try to hold on for as long as you can / You made a mistake you'd like to erase and I understand / What's next for you and me? I'll take suggestions / We toss and turn in undertow, time to let go

There's no turning, there's no turning / There's no turning back after what's transpired / No turning, there's no turning / There's no turning back, it's so uninspired / No turning, there's no turning / There's no turning back, no turning back

White Dress

Sun stare, don't care with my head in my hands / Thinking of a simpler time / Like Sun Ra, feel small / But I had it under control every time

When I was a waitress wearing a white dress / Look how I do this, look how I got this / I was a waitress working the night shift / You were my man, felt like I got this / Down at the Men in Music Business Conference / Down in Orlando, I was only nineteen / Down at the Men in Music Business Conference / I only mention it 'cause it was such a scene / And I felt seen / Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm

Summer, sizzling / Listening to jazz out on the lawn / Listеning to White Stripes when thеy were white-hot / Listening to rock all day long

When I was a waitress wearing a tight dress handling the heat / I wasn't famous, just listening to Kings of Leon to the beat / Like look at how I got this, look how I got this / Just singing the street / Down at the Men in Music Business Conference / I felt free 'cause I was only nineteen / Such a scene

Summer, summer's almost gone / We were talking about life, we were sitting outside 'til dawn / But I would still go back / If I could do it all again, I thought / Because it made me feel, made me feel like a god / 'Cause it made me feel, made me feel like a god / Somehow it made me feel, made me feel like a god

When I was a waitress wearing a white dress / Look how I do this, look how I got this / When I was a waitress working the night shift / You were my man, felt like I got this / Down at the Men in Music Business Conference / Down in Orlando, I was only nineteen / Down at the Men in Music Business Conference / I only mention it 'cause it was such a scene / And I felt seen / Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm

When I was a waitress wearing a tight dress / Like, look how I do it, look how I got this / I was a waitress wearing a tight dress / Like, look how I do this, look how I got this

It made me feel, made me feel like a god / It kinda makes me feel, like maybe I was better off / 'Cause it made me feel, made me feel like a god / It kinda makes me feel, like maybe I was better off

Santa Stay Home

While landfills overflow / Around the globe / You sit up there in your / Red judge robe / This charade has got to end / Mr. White Christmas, this is what I recommend

Santa, stay home / Santa, stay home / This is not a test / Not a test / Santa, stay home / Santa, stay home / Get to know yourself / Know yourself

I can't have you comin' in my house, no / I don't know what you're all about / Jolly pusher pushin' more, more, more / It's like the news don't reach the North Pole / Year after year / Nice and naughty shop the planet to tеars / Life is the gift / Presеnts don't, presents don't mean shh

Who are you without the rest of us? / You got to get to know yourself / Take off the disguise, help us open our eyes / Get to know yourself

Santa, stay home / Santa, stay home / This is not a test / Not a test

How 'bout we leave the trees in the ground? Yeah / Not cut them down just to throw them out / Life is the gift / Presents don't, presents don't mean shh

With both poles melting / And the seasons blending / Hurry up / Slow down / With both poles melting / And the seasons blending / Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up, hurry up / Slow down / Both poles melting

Santa, stay home / Santa, stay home / This is not a test / Not a test / Santa, stay home / Santa, stay home / Get to know yourself / Know yourself

With both poles melting / And the seasons blending / Hurry up / Slow down / With both poles melting / And the seasons blending / Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up, hurry up / Slow down / Both poles melting

With both poles melting (Ho, ho, ho) / And the seasons blending (Dasher, Dancer, slow down) / Hurry up / Slow down / With both poles melting (Ho, ho, ho) / And the seasons blending / Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up, hurry up / Slow down

Get Lost

Come Up and Get Me

My stone wall, it's on, dog gaze duct-taped to the ceiling / Stucco cave make me illi, okay, okay, feel me / I'm in an eight-high abandoned building / No daylight, one midnight lamp lit twenty-four seven / Murdered out windows, two exits / Street or nosedive to the next life in seconds / And suicide ain't my stallion / So I'm surrounded / Geiger count it, not goin' out, shit's 'bout to get kamikaze / Fuck a nazi

When the world comes knocking / Fuck the world, fuck this body / Know it won't be long now / Feel my nerves wet my brow / Mood in my tomb, red moon heavy / Sling jaw shot, out the window and yell, "Come up and get me" / I'm epiphanic amnesia / I'm in Jimmy Page's castle / I'm off the planet, echo astral / Vinyl lasso, the Sacto asshole / I'm not down for anything / Fuck around and say anything

My stone wall, it's on, dog gaze duct-taped to the ceiling / Stucco cave make me illi, okay, okay, feel me / I'm in an eight-high abandoned building / No daylight, one midnight lamp lit twenty-four seven / Murdered out windows, two exits / Street or nosedive to the next life in seconds / And suicide ain't my style / So I'm surrounded / Geiger count it, not goin' out, shit's 'bout to get kamikaze / Ahh, fuck a nazi

(Come up and get me) / My life as a fuck, ain't one thing I don't hate / Tell me my time's almost up, I will say, "I can't wait" / Put your gun to my head, I'll blow smoke in your face / Think you got what it takes? Come up and get me

Can't tell, hell in my head, thirteenth bell / Am I dead or in asylum? Pill force-fed / Lyin' to myself, all by myself, strapped down to my bed / Tongue cut out the mouth of reason and chucked off the river's edge / Think fast, is it tear gas or fear masked by figments of my fragmented mind? / Who's my enemy, them or me? / Step to me and you'll die, grand delusions magnified / Fuck the truth, wastes my time / It's all good, bet / What's that? Footsteps on the stairs? / Never could rest, they're always there / Who are they? I don't care / I just know they're tryin' to ex' me / Give a fuck, come up and get me

(Come up and get me)

Just Like We Never Said Goodbye

We were young and outta control / I haven't seen you since I was about, mm, sixteen years old / But then you called me up the other day / I was shocked, but what could I say? / And your voice exactly the same / And it makes me feel, makes me feel

Oh, just like we never said goodbye / When you spoke to me in that way / Oh, just like we never said goodbye / And it makes me feel, makes me feel

We went out the very next day / You still remember my favorite place / And we laughed, just like we used to / And did everything we like to do / And now we’re holding hands and running / And it makes me feel, makes me feel

Oh, just like we never said goodbye / When you looked at me that way / Oh, just like we never said goodbye / And it makes me feel, makes me feel / Oh, just like we never said goodbye / When you held my hand that way / Oh, just like we never said goodbye / And it makes me feel, makes me feel

We were young / We had everything we wanted / Running wild through the night / We were young / We had everything we needed / And I see that now that you’re here with me / I’ve got everything that I could ever need / And it makes me feel, and it makes me feel / And it makes me feel, makes me feel

Oh, just like we never said goodbye / When you held my hand in that way / Oh, just like we never said goodbye / And it makes me feel, makes me feel

Still got that glint in your eye / Like you did the very first time / Oh, it's like we never said goodbye / And it makes me feel, makes me feel, like everything that I could ever need / And it makes me feel, and it makes me feel, like I don't ever wanna say goodbye

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